stand up

BERDIRI

Enak ya jadi gedung tinggi ini,

Diguncang-guncang,

Tidak perlu jatuh,

Tidak perlu menangis,

Tidak perlu menitikkan air mata

Yah,

Paling kalau gedungnya sudah tua

miss that girl

I miss my academy :(
I miss my friends.

How do i get rid of this???

i'm like crying inside!!!

Seriously i miss them so much!!!

this has started since I'm working .

life.

want it to be

Jika aku harus berenang di laut untuk mendapatkan apa yang aku inginkan,
aku akan belajar bagaimana berenang, dan aku akan mengarungi lautan itu.

Jika aku harus mendaki gunung tertinggi untuk mendapatkan apa yang aku inginkan, aku akan belajar cara memanjat, dan aku akan memanjat gunung itu.

Jika aku harus menyelam samudra terdalam untuk mendapatkan apa yang aku inginkan, maka aku akan belajar bagaimana cara menyelam, dan aku akan menyelami samudra itu.

Jika aku kecewa karena hal-hal yang tidak tampak seperti yang aku inginkan,
maka aku akan belajar bagaimana menerimanya, dan aku akan mencoba untuk menerimanya.

Setidaknya sekarang aku telah mengalami bagaimana berenang, mendaki dan menyelam dan juga bagaimana untuk menerima segala sesuatu yang berasal dari usahaku..

Kemudian, aku akan mencoba kembali untuk melakukan lebih baik. Demi apa yang aku inginkan…

Aku akan datang.. dan mencapai semua itu.. Semoga saja keinginan ini adalah baik… dan untuk kebaikan.

Confidence, Trust and Hope

CONFIDENCE
Once, all village people decided to pray for rain. On the day of prayer,
all the people gathered but only one boy came with an umbrella; that's
Confidence.

TRUST
Trust should be like the feeling of a one-year-old baby. When you throw him
in the air, he laughs... because he knows you will catch him; that's Trust.

HOPE
Every night we go to bed, we have no assurance to get up alive in the next
morning but still we make plans for the coming day; that's Hope.

ALWAYS MAINTAIN YOUR CONFIDENCE
HAVE SOME TRUST IN OTHERS
and NEVER LOSE HOPE!

Never regret a day in your life.
Good days give you happiness;
Bad days give you experiences;
Both are essential to life

Loving Life With Optimism

Loving life with optimism is living with seeing more of the bright things in life. Positive reinforcement as a means of thinking can help a person look at life from a more colorful perspective. Optimism is an outlook in life with a view of the world as a positive place. In so doing, a wonderful life makes it worth loving.

Research in the sciences has shown that optimism can greatly affect not only ones way of thinking but also his or her way of life. There seems to be a lot closely associated with a positive outlook. Thinking in the positive seems to be strongly connected to one’s self-esteem. Positive thinking seems to help improve a person’s psychological and mental well-being. Thinking in the positive seems to help more people avoid becoming too affected by stress and by the problems that may come their way.

Not only that, it seems that positive thinking may also help keep the body healthy. Optimism has been linked to people with better immune systems and well-protected against certain ailments associated with stress. For some people, having a positive outlook in life can be quite challenging. But people may still be able to do it by trying to work hard on it.

One can be made to practice thinking positively over time. It is all a matter of choice really whether one wants to make optimism as a habit. One way that one may be able to start making positive thinking a habit is through positive affirmation. Affirmation is a means to try and reinforce a certain state of mind through various means. And in the case of positive affirmation, one tries to affirm certain positive beliefs and reinforcement in such the way as to influence one’s behavior as well as state of mind.

There seems to be an association between thought and action. What one thinks can actually influence what he or she will be doing. Thinking can also extend to influencing our behaviors and state of mind. This means that by trying to change one’s way of thinking, one may also be able to influence and change one’s behavior as well as outlook.

In the case of positive affirmation, people try to reinforce and establish such a state of mind through self-talk and undergoing some inner dialog with oneself. Regular positive self talk using positive affirmations can help influence a person from a subconscious level. As the subconscious gets accustomed to the positive affirmations, it is then used to influence the behavioral patterns of people as they respond and react to certain events in life. What positive affirmation does is to challenge and undermine the negative beliefs and replace them with positive ones gradually.

What is important in the process of loving life is that positive affirmations should be used as often as possible to be able to work. Its work on the subconscious level that spreads through a person’s behavioral patterns happens gradually. The positive reinforcement builds up and builds up until the mind perceives it as an inner truth and eventually is used to influence external behavior and reaction to certain situations.

#12, person i hate most

#12, person i hate most

Basically... no one. But if you ask me who i hate the most,

Ha, myself.

Cos i can't seem to stop making the same mistakes, over and all over again.

And it sickens me, to the bones.

Good angel, why can't i seem to stop? :'(

trial graduation

trial graduation

scary,
uneasy hearts,
tense,
trembling,
nerveous,

but i miss that moment..

# 30 days

30 DAYS

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

well, let's see if i can make it through :D

who i really am

I've got people asking, "who the hell is susi dwi hanifah?"

Let me answer that goddamn question now.

The name is susi dwi hanifah. It "susi"may sound japan and "hanifah" sound arabian, but i have no japan-arabian blood in me.

I am Indonesian, especially Solo, central java.

I am twentyone, straight, single, and moeslem.

I'm wondering if aliens really exist.

I was born on january 7th 1989, and that makes me a capricorn.

I'm graduated from Budi Luhur Secretary Academy, and now I'm working as a secretary at bla bla bla company ..

I enjoy my job .. really love ! NOTE THAT!

I am an amateur badminton player, a part time pathetic

writer, a full time daughter, and simply.

I am a wordsmith. I am a thinker. And my motto is, if i want it, i will get it. I am a day-dreamer. I love my tomatoes cheeks.

I speak indonesian, english, and also javaness. I'd

like to learn german and french.

I would really love to visit united kingdom and italian.

I am interested in arts, music, photography.

I scream, i cry, i laugh, i smile. Well, basically i do

things normal people do, the difference is, i do it my

way.

I love my family berrymuch.

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ you know i will always do.

17 signs you love him

BEWARE JOBSEEKER !!!

Hmm, gw baru bbrapa jam yg lalu ditelp dari nomor 02157956959, buat interview hari rabu jam 10. alamat tepatnya di Sampoerna Strategic Square Lt.21 ,kav 45-46, Departemen 3. dengan ibu Retno.
kebetulan gw lupa nama perusahaanyaa apa.. trus gw tanyalah ke JobsDB via FB. sblm di jwb comment gw sama si JobsDB, ada Salah Satu Senior gw yang wallpost duluan ke comment gw,, dan dia ngasihh tauuu tuhh background perusahaan.. penasarann donk samaa yg dibilang senior gw bner apa gak??
akhirnyaa dia ngasih saran. "kamu search aja di google alamatnyaa tuh perusahaan" dan gw akhirnyaa search... dan yg gw dapetin salah satunya http://ray16.info/~me/?p=43&cpage=6#comment-1536 .
setelah membaca dan mencari tahu tentang perusahaan ini gw mutusin untuk membatalkan dateng ke sana…


thanks yaaa kakak senior ku yang cantik dan baik hatii..
makasih,makasih..infony berguna bgt :))
dann buaatt para pembacaa blog gw, cobaa masuk ke link ini supayaa lebih jelas dan kaliannn t idakkk menjadii korbanyaaa seperti para korban yang lain.
BEWARE !!!

when you love someone

I love you but it's not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you're still in my dream
And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”
And I can't stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

And I never thought that I'm so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can't be wrong
Don't ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way....
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...